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  • 35mm in ’25

    35mm in ’25

    A fool and his money are soon parted.

    The trouble started when I happened across an old digital camera on eBay–an ancient Sony Mavica of the vintage that I had used as my first digital camera in junior high Tech Ed. Between that and copious amounts of vibes-laden Instagram posts, my attention quickly drifted to film.

    Over the years, I had already picked up a handful of very cheap 35mm cameras for my little shelf collection, but soon, a strange and novel thought occurred to me: what if you bought a film camera that was theoretically known to function, then used said camera as a camera instead of a decorative paperweight?

    I hadn’t shot on film in 20 years; I’d left it behind in favour of digicam point-and-shoots in my university days and never looked back. It was digital that really enabled me to take up photography as more of a hobby, and I graduated quickly to digital SLR’s. I thought if I ever picked up film again, it would need to be something with a real technical advantage of sorts, like medium format film. But people are constantly posting beautiful photos on the ‘gram; surely I now had enough technical ability to dally-oh, just a passing dalliance-in the world of film.

    My 1970’s/1980’s vintage Nikon EM. This was a smaller, less complicated SLR that was marketed to beginners (and occasionally a little misogynistically).

    As devices, many of the old cameras really do have a satisfying charm to them that I didn’t experience using plastic fantastic compacts in the 1990’s and early 2000’s. I think they finally made me understand the appeal of a classic car as something to drive, rather than just an art object. The bells and whistles may not be there, but the heavy metal and the satisfying simplicity and ka-chunks really feel more material and involved. The build quality on the film SLR’s I’ve used ranged from reassuring to serviceable self-defence bludgeon, and was impressive even on the ‘SLR for dummies’ entry-level lines like the Nikon EM. It was also kind of fun to be able to (partially) open the devices up and clean them, even if the process of reapplying strips of 2mm adhesive-backed light seal foam was maddening.

    The Mamiya Sekor 500 DTL, an absolute unit of an early SLR. I haven’t finished my first roll; the film advance lever and iffy light-metering have been a real bother. The tank-like construction, however, feels amazing.

    My experiences varied. I loved shooting with a Minolta Hi-matic F compact rangefinder, powered by some cardboard and tinfoil hearing aid battery adapters at first, until it seemed to shed its mortal coil just at the end of the first roll of film, jamming badly and jarring something loose. I’m hesitant to tear it apart to investigate. The Nikon EM, a very ‘in between’ solution, was pleasant enough, although the focussing wasn’t quite as fun and easy as the rangefinder, to me. The oldest camera I tried, a Mamiya Sekor 500 DTL, has been frustrating to use given its janky film advance lever and light meter, both of which operate more like ‘suggestions’ in my copy.

    I quickly said: Wait a minute. What if I also just spent a small amount of money on a good one that I know for sure actually works easily?

    The Nikon F90X, paired with several lenses I already owned, quickly became my film camera of choice. It came complete with an electronic calendar option, which unfortunately only goes up to about 2009, because who would be foolish enough to–

    Enter a Nikon F90X, freshly imported from Japan and mostly immaculate despite its early 1990’s provenance. It instantly felt right, offering ergonomics more or less similar to my modern Nikon DSLR’s, not to mention solid lens compatibility, and boasted decent autofocus and some electronic wizardry unavailable on those old classics. It quickly became my analog workhorse. It was also something of a revelation: none of my modern digital Nikons are full-frame, so it was interesting to see some of my lenses (especially the vintage Sigma fisheye I eBayed earlier this year) as they were meant to be seen.

    Nostalgic Illusions

    I knew a few things going in, but the realities of film quickly became even more glaringly obvious:

    • A good photographer is a good photographer; today’s bumper crop of talented film shooters aren’t good because of the film.
    • Everything looks good compressed nicely for social media previews or YouTube tutorials. The reality up close is a little bit different.
    • There’s definitely a gulf in quality between medium format (which I still haven’t tried) and modest old 35mm film.

    Most of my first few rolls were decidedly blah. Shooting scenes I would usually shoot digitally didn’t make them inherently interesting, other than imbuing them with a little more warmth. Even with very sharp camera glass, the detail was wonting even compared to some of my pre-2010 digital cameras.

    Acadia University’s University Hall in Kodak Gold 200

    The Films

    Kodak Gold 200 served as my measuring stick and default option, but my attention quickly turned to a variety of films to attempt to capture vibes.

    Lomography Lomochrome Purple 400

    I had high hopes, but I found this gimmicky film from the venerable Lomography to be disappointing. I could only really get the most out of its false colour purple aesthetic in nearly forest settings.

    Concrete Creations outside of Liverpool, NS
    Street scenes and environments with basic lawns or modest foliage were disappointing. Even classic car shows underwhelmed.

    Flic Film Street Candy ATM 400

    Made out of repurposed ATM surveillance camera film (!), this grainy film felt dreary and wasn’t technically impressive, but occasionally served as a fitting choice. More recently, I’ve used Agfa APX 400 monochrome film, which I think I preferred.

    Wharf Rat Rally in Digby, NS

    Learnings

    The art of selectivity

    For cost reasons alone, I knew I had to pick my battles, but as the summer wore on, I started to become more and more selective with what I used film for. I largely settled on downtown, urban scenes where I wanted some grit, as well as vintage-related environments like the racetrack.

    In a few specific cases, the creative constraint of having only a few dozen shots instead of thousands really forced me to slow down, observe, and choose shots more sparingly. It’s something I struggle with when shooting digitally.

    I was very enthused at the performance of various films at the Wharf Rat Rally, which was mostly a dreary and rainy day. I kept my long lens on my digital camera and had a 50mm at the ready on the F90X for street scenes.

    Forgiveness

    Whereas digital photos (especially RAW files) offer a lot of latitude with shadows, they tend to struggle with blowouts. Conversely, film loves to drink up light and is more forgiving with overexposure. I shot some very harsh, midday environments where the warmth and gentleness of film served me well.

    The Future

    I plan to pick film back up later in the spring, likely for those same kinds of urban subjects. However, I think I’ve learned enough that I might be able to justify buying some ‘pro’ grade films like Kodak Portra to dabble with, albeit very selectively.

    For a lot of the macro and sports photography that I enjoy, film just flat out does not make sense from a performance and cost perspective. However, the feel is difficult to describe and difficult to capture digitally, and I think it makes sense to explore things a little further.

  • Favourite books of 2025-ish

    Favourite books of 2025-ish

    For the first time in years, I spectacularly failed my reading goal. Culprits included the unusual summer drought (which meant weather failed to scuttle many of my photography plans), digging into more podcasts (and more podcast limited series like the new season of Blowback) in lieu of as many audiobooks, and more recently, dipping my toes back into gaming after essentially a decade away.

    I think as my tolerance for reading and screen time has ticked up over the years of concussion recovery, my attention span has started to become badly whittled down. It’s so much easier to flit back and forth between screens and social media posts and short form video than it is to concentrate (and physically, visually concentrate) on a book at length.

    Nonetheless, I did manage to read about 50 titles, albeit mostly nonfiction.


    “One Day, Everyone Will Have Always Been Against This” by Omar El Akkad [2025]

    A searing and heartfelt read that doesn’t excuse the atrocities of October 7 or the authoritarian governments of the Middle East, but doesn’t get bogged down with “both sides”-isms. El Akkad weaves his own story with a narrative of the capitalist, colonialist foundation that makes the war on Gaza possible.

    The final words packed a real wallop, especially in the audiobook: 

    “Some carriages are gilded, and others lacquered in blood, but the same engine pulls us all. We dismantle it now, build another thing entirely, or we hurtle toward the cliff, safe in the certainty that when the time comes, we’ll learn to lay tracks on air.”

    More Everything Forever: AI Overlords, Space Empires, and Silicon Valley’s Crusade to Control the Fate of Humanity

    A strong, righteous, and incisive critique of the Silicon Valley and its technolibertarian hegemons. Some of the material is fairly well-trodden if you’re familiar with a lot of tech criticism or leftist tech criticism, but the book nicely encapsulates everything and packages it in more digestible ways than usual (ex. Becker’s intentional decision to avoid “TESCREAL”).

    The Fort Bragg Cartel: Drug Trafficking and Murder in the Special Forces by Seth Harp[2025]

    A very good nonfiction read by Rolling Stone reporter Seth Harp. I think the book pairs well with Matthew Cole’s SEAL book, Code Over Country, which is maybe more conventionally reported and includes more action, whereas Harp’s book is more of a community/crime story.

    “Y2K: How the 2000’s Became Everything” by Colette Shade [2025]

    I really enjoyed this one, which is written personally without delving too deep into biography or overstaying its welcome. Shade often uses a reflection on the pop culture of the era as a starting point for discussion of more material conditions. As an essay collection, some sections can be weaker than others, but there were several occasions where a topic I wasn’t terribly interested in (ex. Starbucks’ explosive growth and premium coffee culture) turned out to be a launching point for a good discussion on labour dynamics, etc. 

    “Twenty Years: Hope, War, and the Betrayal of an Afghan Generation” by Sune Engel Rasmussen [2024]

    I don’t know if this will be the definitive book or part of the canon about everything that happened in Afghanistan during the “War on Terror” years, but it’s just so well-executed that it was hard not to give it five stars. A very empathetic and personal mix of different perspectives, especially the experience of women.

    “Canada In The World: Settler Capitalism and the Colonial Imagination” by Tyler A. Shipley [2020]

    Are we the baddies?

    This was an interesting and punchy counterpoint to read amidst the “Elbows Up” patriotic fervour created by the Trump administration’s threats to Canada’s economy and sovereignty.

    Shipley writes accessibly, somewhere between a popular history and a textbook. He’s at his best describing Canada’s damnable colonization and early history.

    Perhaps ironically, I think the book weakest in discussing Canada’s role in Europe. His writing leans hard towards a tankie or Russia-enabling perspective of ‘Ukraine is a fascist state populated by Nazis, Euromaidan was all Nazis.’

    “[Chrystia] Freeland was a willing participant in the construction of a Ukraine that would have made her [Nazi] grandfather proud.” Professor, come on. 

    Nevertheless, in the years since the book was written, many of the issues and resource exploitation he highlights have continued, and he was absolutely correct regarding both the very real and legitimate problem of anti-semitism and the weaponization of anti-semitism against supporters of a free Palestine.


    Fiction

    “Automatic Noodle” by Annalee Newitz [2025]

    Just your run-of-the-mill novel about robots operating a noodle shop with civil rights, racism, LTGBQ, and gig economy themes that is somehow still quite light and whimsical. What?!

    A brisk, fun read with some heart.

    “The Future” by Naomi Alderman [2023]

    Hats off to Alderman for truly understanding the tech oligarchs in a way that most mainstream publications fail to. Some of the lukewarm professional reviews of the book I saw at the time of its release make more sense to me now in light of how poorly understood and covered many of those tech industry leaders are. If you’re not familiar with the substantive critiques of these people and the mechanics of their businesses, you might think this book is more speculative than it is, but these are people who legitimately have or are constructing bunkers (and are often obsessed with doomsday scenarios), have delusions of grandeur or galactic obsessions, and care nary a wit for most people or for the environment.

    I found The Future hit me a little bit like The Ministry of the Future, offering a fantastical alternate vision that maybe, just maybe we could make a few small but meaningful changes, and that while progress would never be linear, maybe we could keep things moving in the right direction. 

    To ask ourselves in each new situation: What would we hate anyone to do to us? 

    And: Who have we forgotten?

    To exist in motion, falling forward, trying to bend our own histories toward what is fair and kind, what is sensible and good. We will keep failing, but final success was never the point.

    “A Memory Called Empire” by Arkady Martine [2019]

    This was on my reading list for ages, and I’m glad I finally got to it. A very strong sci-fi outing involving themes of diplomacy, language, and memory.

    “Lexicon” by Max Barry [2013]

    I wish I hadn’t slept on this for years; what a fun read and premise. It’s a shame the film adaptation never came to pass; this could have made for a really good miniseries.

  • Favourite books of 2024-ish

    That was a close one. I only managed to hit my reading goal on the afternoon of New Year’s Eve. While I did spend more time on photography and exercise this year, I think the main issue was that I got stuck on a few dull pop psychology books (I continue to be unable to quit a book partway through), and I cut into my audiobook time with a few too many podcasts.

    Fiction

    The Other Valley by Scott Alexander Howard [2024]

    A Canadian doctoral philosopher wrote an unexpected debut novel that lived up to the buzz. The Other Valley is a neat coming-of-age tale that surprised me by feeling so satisfying and cohesive despite the vagueness of the mechanics of its world (Sci-fi? Magical realism? Are they in a simulation?). The last stretch of the book was real page-turner territory.

    I’m Starting to Worry About This Black Box of Doom by Jason Pargin [2024]

    A madcap, extremely online romp with a surprising amount of heart and thoughtfulness. So much of the internet subculture dialogue and characters in this book are dialled up to 11, but it all rings very true. My enjoyment of the book was greatly enhanced by Ari Fliakos delivering one of my favourite audiobook performances in ages.

    Orbital by Samantha Harvey [2024]

    This one popped up in so many “best of” lists with such effusive praise that I couldn’t help but be disappointed. At times it’s a little too poetic and vibes-based.

    But, and this is a very big but: the prose is positively luxuriant, yet rarely feels obtuse or unapproachable. It should please both contemporary literature readers and sci-fi fans.

    It’s one of the rare audiobooks that has a strong narrator, yet still makes you feel like you’re missing something by not reading it in print. I’m sure I missed some great material from moments of inattention here and there.

    I Cheerfully Refuse by Leif Enger [2024]

    Another very hyped read, this one was populated by more of the standard apocalypse fare and tropes than I was hoping for (oh look, another precocious survivor child who is crafty beyond their years, for example…)

    However, it’s a sad and bittersweet story, often beautifully written without being dense. The book is pointed in suggesting that there will not be a showy, exciting sudden collapse of civilization, but rather that things slowly weather and wear down over time, and life still moves on and can remain worth living.

    The Sequel by Jean Hanff Korelitz [2024]

    A fun, beguiling, and more than a bit meta read that’s a worthy sequel to The Plot (which I’d say is mostly required reading to really enjoy it, even if it’s entirely comprehensible without it).

    While it’s not as distinctive as the first book, I found myself entertained by the villainous Anna, who remains largely one step ahead of everyone throughout much of the book. The novel’s protagonist is motivated by somewhat understandable desires to severe ties with the past and to have agency over her own life’s story, but she achieves this through completely disproportionate and inexcusable violence. 

    Non-Fiction

    The Cabin: Off the Grid Adventures with a Clueless Craftsman by Patrick Hutchison [2024]

    Dudes rock: the book.

    This was a thoroughly pleasant, self-effacing story that made me, a similarly unwed, childless, non-home owning, un-handy Millennial in a marketing profession, feel very seen and, to a degree, inspired.

    How the World Ran Out of Everything: Inside the Global Supply Chain by Peter S. Goodman [2024]

    Some of the stories here are very familiar from other books on COVID’s effects or about the supply chain, and especially so if you came across his pieces in the New York Times. Goodman uses the journey of a single product as a sort of core narrative throughout the book to tie the topics together in a way that makes things easier to grasp. He expertly underlines the fundamental faults and sacrifices of global logistics and how COVID-19 perfectly stressed their weak points.

    Black Pill: How I Witnessed the Darkest Corners of the Internet Come to Life, Poison Society, and Capture American Politics by Elle Reeve [2024]

    There are so many good journalists devoting books to the overlapping circles of the alt-right, MAGA right, QAnon/modern conspiracists, etc. that the books can tend to blend together or yield diminishing returns. I think Elle Reeve bucked this trend with her impressive access and boots-on-the-ground reporting. While many of the figures in the book are familiar, I found myself learning new things or getting a more fulsome sense of their character: this iteration of Fred Brennan’s story is the most surprising and touching, for example.

    I don’t think the book yields a prescription or that it necessarily unlocks a key part of the puzzle, but it’s thoughtful, satisfying, and superbly narrated by Reeve in the audiobook version.

    The Bill Gates Problem: Reckoning with the Myth of the Good Billionaire by Tim Schwab [2023]

    Tim Schwab is Hater of the Year, hot damn. In this meticulous takedown of Bill Gates and the Bill and Melinda Gates Foundation and to some degree billionaire philanthropy in general, Schwab lays out detailed and compelling arguments about the Foundation’s failings and self-serving dealings. He does a good job centering people in low- and middle-income countries and their perspectives, and he does more than criticize: Schwab is careful to point out the opportunity costs of the Foundation’s choices, how they could choose better paths, and how governments could rein them in. It’s an impassioned but deeply reported book with moral clarity. I wish it had been more widely read and discussed.

    Fat Leonard: How One Man Bribed, Bilked, and Seduced the U.S. Navy by Craig Whitlock [2024]

    A fun and well-constructed read about a scandal by a swindler whose exploits you almost have to admire in a certain way. I knew the broader details going in, but I had not realized the breadth of Leonard’s co-option of the fleet, nor his preposterously easy escape. 

    It’s shocking how many of the corrupted officers got off with nary a slap on the wrist, and how much they risked for modest reward.

  • Favourite Books of 2023-ish

    Ah, another year in which I kept a vanity URL functional, yet failed to exercise any writing aptitude outside of work. Welp, here’s some books.

    Truth be told, it was a bit of a down year for me in terms of quantity (good, but not as many as I’d like) and quality (for fiction in particular). I read a number of novels I either liked or that I quite liked, such as Lily Brooks-Dalton’s The Light Pirate (2022) and Andrew Hunter Murray’s The Sanctuary (2022), but few if any novels I loved. Part of that was just reading too many trendy but flawed near-future or cli-fi dystopian books. Consequently, my favourites are all non-fiction, but I think there are some real bangers here.

    Raw Dog – Jamie Loftus

    Once I heard Loftus describing her hot dog pilgrimages, the machinations and capitalist exploitation of hot dog contests, and her upcoming book on Behind the Bastards, I knew I was probably going to end up reading said book, and that it would have to be the audiobook.

    I have no idea who I would recommend this book to. It’s a hot dog history carefully wrapped in the bun of a travelogue and garnished with a breakup story, with solidly leftist politics. It’s a strange beast, but the mashup of history with travelogue keeps the story moving and lively.

    Loftus’ narration is a ton of fun and really makes the book come alive. She does a great job emoting, throwing in accents, etc. I don’t know if it would come off quite the same in print.

    The Wager – David Grann

    Believe the hype. The author of Killers of the Flower Moon delivers another gripping nonfiction read laced with mutiny and murder. I’ve read several shipwreck/failed expedition types of stories before and after this one, but it may very well be the best. In audiobook form, it’s well-paced, and delivered with gravitas and panache by narrator Dion Graham.

    The Fund – Rob Copeland

    A triumph of the “Get a load of this a**hole” genre of biography/organizational expose targeting Bridgewater Associates’ famed Ray Dalio and his principles. 

    Copeland paints a picture of a young man with hustle who slowly transitions into becoming a ludicrously rich, sociopathic office tyrant on the strength of a few extraordinary “a broken clock is right twice a day” investment calls. The absolutely deranged office behaviour and Orwellian (in the true senses of the word) environment is bizarre and makes for a series of fascinating and interlocking stories. In audiobook form, there’s excellent narration by the venerable Will Damron.

    Palo Alto – Malcolm Harris

    If you are an ardent fan of Silicon Valley and its culture or superstar founders, you may hate this book, but hopefully it will challenge you in good ways. Palo Alto: A History of California, Capitalism, and the World is a vital, withering rebuke of Silicon Valley and the current state of capitalism that I really hope finds a larger audience over time.

    Malcolm rejects the “Great Man of History” hypothesis repeatedly, and spends perhaps shockingly little time talking about Jobs, Musk, or titans of the farther past. Instead, this is a book that focuses on ecosystems and forces, which is really not what tech fans want to hear. Harris argues that many Silicon Valley “innovations” are inevitable products of their environment (material, political, legal, etc.) rather than strokes of genius that demand the preposterous valuations and deference they’re often granted. Rather than offering a profile of a company or Silicon Valley giant as a microcosm, this book is intent on showing how it all comes together, and how “capital” is much larger and more significant than venture capital and “line goes up” economics.

    A lot of people felt the book’s main prescription, , to be whimsical, impractical, and the basis for undercutting its critiques. However, even if it isn’t a feasible solution at a practical level, I think it serves as an effective bookend to the narrative of the book. To me, Harris is arguing that Silicon Valley was born of sin and dispossession, and the only absolution is to divest itself of those ill-gotten lands.

    The Great Displacement – Jake Bittle

    I think some of us have the tendency to think of climate migration and climate refugees in the larger macro sense, with the need to try to offer some semblance of justice to the people of the global south, but Bittle turns his focus to the US instead. It’s entirely worthwhile and doesn’t feel ethno- or geo-centric: by showing just how drastic the effects can be in the largely temperate, developed areas close to home for a Western reader, it hits with an immediacy, and the reader can extrapolate (with some prompts from Bittle) the dangers on a global scale.

    Bittle selects excellent examples that show just how intractable and thorny these issues are, and how it’s often a regular person that gets left holding the bag. Perhaps in part because I live in Atlantic Canada, I think I have a tendency to look at some situations in places like California or Florida in particular and judge some of the homeowners for being ‘greedy’ by electing to live in reckless waterfront developments in hurricane country or McMansions and farms in parched fire-prone areas, etc. While I still think that can sometimes be true, it can of course also be very reductive and it places the blame on the victim. Bittle shows how a mess of municipal and state interests collide with corporate greed to create many of these issues. He also takes pains to show that the ultimate victims are rarely the rich: it’s those of lesser or modest means (and especially people of colour), and the community as a whole who suffers. In particular, I was struck by his stories of how difficult this whole thing can be from an Indigenous reconciliation perspective (and I’m sure how that then unfairly pits residential and agricultural interests against them) and how basically one run-in with a climate change issue can almost ruin your entire financial future, such as the Coast Guard couple who bought a townhome in which catastrophic, almost uninsurable flood risk was undisclosed, nearly leaving a young family with an unsaleable home.

    Meet Me by the Fountain: An Inside History of the Mall – Alexandra Lange (2022)

    This is the authoritative book on the institution that is the mall. Lange craftily weaves together design, sociology, history, and business in a way that shouldn’t leave any readers out. As someone who went to university for a business degree in marketing (including some retail marketing courses) and became more left over time (and became an avid listener of 99% Invisible to boot), the book completely hit the sweet spot for me, and I think Lange does an admirable job incorporating sociological elements of gender, ethnicity, class, and gentrification without ever coming across as preachy.

    Easy Money – Ben McKenzie and Jacob Silverman

    Easy Money isn’t a transcendent read, but for its target audience of the layperson, I think it completely achieves its objectives and I can’t knock it. I’m not sure if it’s the best book on crypto period, but on balance I do think it’s a better read than Zeke Faux’s more hyped and fortuitously timed Number Go Up, which is dishier and juicier but doesn’t quite have the same economic/moral rigour.

    Easy Money provides a very well-rounded introduction to the whole scene that focuses mostly on the biggest, most flamboyant figures and fraudsters, and bolsters its arguments with some critiques of the current iteration of capitalism, ineffective governance, and regulatory capture.

    As someone pretty well-versed in crypto skepticism, there really wasn’t a lot new here, but I found it to be a pleasant recap, and the fact that it’s framed as McKenzie’s journey and features some of the ‘how the sausage is made’ of the reporting gives it more grounding than works that are more theoretical. Hopefully this book will inspire readers to explore the work of some of the people that McKenzie credits, especially Gerard, Diehl, and White.

    In the audiobook version, McKenzie is very pleasant as an audiobook narrator, ably providing both smarm and gravitas when called for. For a professional actor (yes, the guy from The OC, folks) moonlighting as a journalist, this is a strong first outing, which is a real credit to McKenzie and to Jacob Silverman.

    Rogues: True Stories of Grifters, Killers, Rebels and Crooks – Patrick Redden Keefe (2022)

    This collection offers excellent examples of what longform/magazine writing should be. As with any collection, quality will vary, but there isn’t a weak piece in the bunch, and I liked the choice to end the book on a bittersweet note with Radden Keefe’s Anthony Bourdain profile.

    Strangers to Ourselves: Unsettled Minds and the Stories That Make Us – Rachel Aviv (2022)

    A deeply humane book that asks questions about narratives and the way we diagnose and treat mental illness through the lens of several stories, including a compelling non-Western example, which can be an oversight in this genre. 

    The Heat Will Kill You First: Life and Death on a Scorched Planet – Jeff Goodell

    Another book that I didn’t find to be transcendent, but I felt that I had to include it because of the way it stuck with me. It’s very good climate book that trods familiar ground without feeling inessential. Like Bittle, Goodell skillfully keeps things at an appreciable human scale while explaining macro issues. He does an excellent job setting the tone early with a tragic story of a young family dying from hyperthermia, which he uses to illustrate what happens to the human body in extreme heat stress. Successive chapters explore different parts of the world and different aspects of extreme heat’s effects on everything from agricultural and migrant labour to urban architecture.

  • 21 in 10, Part II: Non-Fiction

    Reign of Terror (2021)

    Spencer Ackerman’s Reign of Terror is not a blow-by-blow account of any particular battle or war that comprises the War on Terror, nor does it offer gritty or poetic on-the-ground reportage. For that kind of thing, there are some wonderful books like Anand Gopal’s No Good Men Among the Living or Elliot Ackerman’s Places and Names

    Instead, Reign of Terror is a thematic, loosely chronological history and analysis of the War on Terror, from its origins to the ways the war ultimately came home in the form of the surveillance state, persecution of undocumented migrants, and militarization of policing. Trump has a place in the book, but largely only as an outcome created by the failures of Bush and Obama. I don’t have the quote in front of me, but Ackerman draws a really interesting corollary about the War on Terror being an utter catastrophe created to guard against what were seen as otherwise ‘inevitable’ deaths from terrorism, while at the same country lost over half a million citizens to COVID-19, deaths that should have been anything other than inevitable.

    The way Ackerman links themes and concepts together means the reader doesn’t necessarily get a lot of details about specific events or characters, but ultimately his big picture approach is compelling and effective. I’m biased as a lefty Canadian, but I felt Ackerman was very objective–in interviews he’s been very blunt about mistaken pro-war sentiments early in his career–and this is not a capital “D” Democratic rant about Bush and Trump, nor is it a right-wing hitjob on Obama. It’s damning and occasionally acerbic, but the criticism always felt fair and justifiable, not preachy or melodramatic. There’s a reason this book ended up on a lot of ‘best of’ lists by actual critics.

    The Secret Life of Groceries (2020)

    I felt like this book has slipped a little under the radar. It’s a wonderful series of personal profiles and reportage that brings a surprising amount of humanity, wry wit, and writing panache while sketching out the supply chain behind the modern supermarket. Benjamin Lorr profiles people and reports on everything from the hard life of truckers, modern sea slavery, making it onto the shelf with marketing, the secrets of Trader Joe’s, and his own ‘undercover’ turn behind the fish counter.

    This is How They Tell Me the World Ends: The Cyberweapons Arms Race (2021)

    The New York Times’ Nicole Perloth has compiled a thorough and very approachable exploration of the dangerous game nationstates are playing with cyberweapons. Perloth eschews a lot of the technical detail to focus on people and introduce little vignettes and journalistic slice-of-life scenes. This tradeoff won’t satisfy those with deep familiarity of the subject matter, but it’s very appropriate for the general reader or those with a passing interest. I was familiar with the broad outlines of a number of the topics Perloth covers, but she brings a lot more humanity to it by interviewing the players on the ground. 

    In many ways, the book shows American hubris and how a “the best defence is a good offence” mindset leaves the public incredibly vulnerable. This book encourages one to think of Stuxnet not exactly as a Sputnik moment, but as more of a Pandora’s Box or a tipping point.

    I’d also suggest Andy Greenberg’s Sandworm (2019) for a great, full-length read specifically relating to industrial control systems, the Ukraine situation, etc. discussed in Perloth’s work.

    Between Two Fires: Truth, Ambition, and Compromise in Putin’s Russia (2020)

    I’m so glad I finally got around to reading this. Instead of a Russiagate polemic or reheated Cold War leftovers, Joshua Yaffa’s Between Two Fires presents a series of strongly reported vignettes of people torn by uneasy compromises–and sometimes doublethink, willful ignorance, and hypocrisy–as they try to navigate life in modern Russia. Although most of the book’s profiles are not about a typical 9-5 office worker or tradesperson (Yaffa’s subjects include human rights workers, clergy, the creative class, and business owners, among others), they do shade in a lot of detail about life and the character of the country. I suspect fans of Peter Pomerantsev’s work will find Yaffa’s approach to be familiar and of high quality.

    I find it difficult to fully articulate the message of the book, but it does a really good job of detailing and meditating on those compromises that must be made to succeed in a society like 21st century Russia, and of exploring the country’s vast moral grey areas. 

    Dying for an iPhone: Apple, Foxconn, and The Lives of China’s Workers (2020)

    As an Apple fan and someone who aspires to be a reasonably progressive and thoughtful person, I’ve been living with some cognitive dissonance for awhile. I’m not entirely certain what to do differently going forward, but I do feel this book from Jenny Chan, Mark Selden, and Ngai Pun highlights some important things.

    I’ve largely skimmed big articles and exposes about Foxconn and Apple, in part because I felt like perhaps they were unfairly targeting one company when the issues are endemic. However, given Apple’s leading role in the consumer electronics space and its gobsmacking profits, Chan et al give strong reasons for focussing on Apple, and they make a point to acknowledge that this is not simply an Apple problem, especially since Foxconn itself manufacturers products for numerous other industry giants.

    The book explores several angles that I hadn’t encountered before. The exploitation of student labour in particular is disturbing, and I hadn’t been fully aware of the dynamics of internal migration (and the lack of rights associated with it) in China, nor of phenomena like the captive ‘unions’. I knew Foxconn workers are largely migrants from other parts of the country, but I was (I suppose ignorantly) taken aback by their lack of rights to public services in their new cities, and how these workers have uprooted their lives and sacrificed their health not even for what would be considered a ‘decent factory paycheque’ in relative terms, but rather basically minimum wage.

    At its heart, the book conveys one of the simple truths that we have to get through our head when it comes to Silicon Valley, the tech industry, and consumer electronics: these products don’t get made without people being exploited. Full stop. And for all the talk of corporate social responsibility and gradual, iterative improvement, not nearly enough is being done. It’s hard to look at the industry-leading profit margins Apple enjoys and its unparalleled hoard of cash and consider these labour problems unsolvable. It would take relatively little effort and seemingly minuscule corporate sacrifice for Apple to ensure its subcontractors are at least treated with the dignity and the safe working environment they deserve.

  • 21 in 10, Part I: Fiction

    It wasn’t a banner year for fiction reads for me. For whatever reason, a lot of what I tried just didn’t quite click, and I didn’t find as many trending/hot novels that I loved. With that being said, I haven’t gotten to many of the critic’s choice reads of the year, and still found plenty I loved.

    Project Hail Mary (2021)

    Andy Weir’s (The Martian) latest is a fun page-turner, full stop. Although many of the broad strokes may feel familiar (problem-solving! in space!), it doesn’t feel derivative. The flashbacks blend effortlessly into the action, and the lovable dynamic with Rocky (*jazz hands*) really livens things up and lifts some of the comedic burdens. 

    In addition to The Martian, I found myself comparing the book to Claire Holroyde’s The Effort, where a multinational science initiative also must create a spacecraft on short notice to avert a catastrophe. Weir pays lip service to the bad things that could happen in such a situation, but they never really feel like an immediate danger, whereas Holroyde’s book really stays with the notion of what the end of the world would mean and the kinds of things this sort of scientific mission would entail. I certainly understand Weir was going for a different tone and the heart of the action is onboard with Grace, but I found Holroyde’s depiction more grounded and realistic.

    A Gentleman in Moscow (2019)

    An aristocrat ends up locked in house arrest in a Moscow hotel by the sudden onset of the revolution. What ensues is charming and, at times, quite witty and insightful. Count Rostov was a deeply endearing character in a way that few are. Just a splendid read. In some respects, it felt like a more upbeat version of The Remains of the Day.

    The World Gives Way (2021)

    Marissa Levien’s debut book grew on me more and more as it reached that bittersweet ending. The World Gives Way is a strong read with very well-realized protagonists and some climate change metaphors that it doesn’t necessarily bonk you over the head with. The worldbuilding was a slightly mixed bag for me, being both both entirely complete yet sometimes incongruous in the minor details of the oddly anachronistic technologies.

    The Ministry for the Future (2020)

    Kim Stanley Robinson’s latest is a fascinating book, almost more about vibes than plot. That’s not to say there’s a lack of plot, but this book really conveys a feeling that although it’s incredibly difficult, and it will never be perfect, we can, right now, start repairing the grievous damage wrought by both climate change and neoliberalism. 

    There’s a palpable battered, hard-fought optimism to this book that is oddly rousing. The worldbuilding is impeccable, and it’s both inspiring and all the more galling when you consider that most of the interventions Robinson describes are within the grasp of today’s technology and economics, but out of reach thanks to today’s politics. 

    The use of ecoterrorism, or climate change Black Ops at best, was quite striking. The book envisions a world where drones have essentially democratized and anonymized assassination and sabotage, and it seems to posit “Ecoterrorism: it’s good, actually!” if aimed at the 1% and sufficiently dirty infrastructure. I found a followup interview with Robinson clarifying, in which he points out that several of these segments are presented through the characters’ own biased perspective, and he also asks a sticky question. Revolutionary acts and violence are often judged to be fair or acceptable with the benefit of hindsight. If the various dirty industries and oligarchs are already committing large-scale crimes against today’s populace and ruining the planet for generations to come, is violence against them terrorism, justice, or proactive self-defence? 

    I found the book slightly overstayed its welcome, yet I’m not sure what I would have suggested to excise. I found that the collage-like mix of poetry, meeting notes, prose, etc. was interesting, but sometimes the meeting transcripts in particular read like very transparent info dumps.

    Day Zero (2021)

    What a fun and at times harrowing read. C. Robert Cargill’s Sea of Rust prequel falls a little shy of its predecessor, but I’m not at all disappointed. 

    To pompously quote myself, “Are there tropes and plotlines you’ve seen before in Sea of Rust? Absolutely. Did I care? No.” I felt much the same way with Day Zero, Cargill’s prequel to that post-apocalypse robot western. There are pieces here that are familiar, there are pieces that are maybe a bit hokey (I mean, we’re talking about a robot stuffed animal nanny wielding heavy weaponry), but it’s still darn good and surprisingly gritty.

    One of the things that I loved about Sea of Rust was a fantastic audiobook narration by Eva Kaminsky, and Vikas Adam at least matches her skill. This is an absolutely all-in audiobook performance, with a repertoire of women’s and children’s voices that are effectively differentiated and, most importantly, a perfect narrator/lead character voice for Pounce. Adam crafts this kind of vaguely Tony the Tiger/Smokey the Bear voice that sounds exactly like what a children’s tiger robot nanny would probably sound like. He wields it to great effect, striking surprisingly maudlin and sober tones when called upon. 

  • The Glut.

    Caveat: frivolous in the wake of everything else happening across the globe.

    A pal tweeted this the other day, and it’s stuck with me:


    I’ve been living with post-concussion symptoms for about five years now. To regulate my symptoms, I have to make an effort to manage visual concentration time–driving, watching TV, reading, computer work–you know, the good stuff. This necessitates something of a utilitarian approach to leisure activities. Suddenly, there’s a lot more of an opportunity cost to getting lost down a Wikipedia rabbit hole, or to taking a bunch of photos (who wants to blow out their brain cells on hours of editing?). Among other things, it has made me cognizant of the ridiculous amount of time that I, as a single dude, kept whiling away on dumb random internet surfing and garbage television before this whole thing was a concern.

    It has also bred a maximalist impulse that made me initially feel Colin’s question was pretty lopsided. When you only have so many minutes per day and the deluge of new media is unending, of course you should be trying the new stuff. Dumb question, beardy. Yet I find that this has also skewed and lessened my reading experience in particular. There is so much I want to read that I sometimes find myself trying to race through books without really properly digesting or appreciating them. Likewise, using Goodreads and thus introducing metrics and an element of ‘the quantified self’ can end up making the experience itself less meaningful. The fact–and the math–of the situation is that it’s simply impossible to keep up.  

    As chronicled in the Streaming Wars series Colin hosts, there’s an utter deluge of premium, brooding, grimdark, self-serious television programs. Not only does it start to feel homogenous, but it’s kind of exhausting. Why am I wasting my life on a television show that “doesn’t get good until season 2”? It’s made me appreciate shows like The Mandalorian that are packaged tightly and don’t overstay their welcome. Here’s where Colin’s quandary is a lot more evident. In the face of this firehose of new content and the decision paralysis or mental effort of sifting through all of it, the lure of rewatching old favourites or dipping into the candy confection of short, simple YouTube videos starts to become a lot more powerful, and a lot more sensible.

    The issue (such as it is) of overwhelm and decision paralysis is probably going to get worse before it gets better. Books like Cal Newport’s “Digital Minimalism” and Jenny Odell’s “How to do Nothing” pick at the rationale and promote the benefits for stepping back from things like social media. Somewhat paradoxically, I find some of the experts make the point that we need to select our digital/cultural activities with more intention, but schedule blocks of time that are without intention–time for proverbially stopping to smell the roses or strolling in the park. Based on my readings about mindfulness and my own experiences, I can see the merits. For various reasons, I often have that maximalist, completionism impulse when it comes to constantly trying to get through my glut of podcasts or the latest audiobook that I’m picking away at. But constantly shoveling someone else’s thoughts into your brain doesn’t exactly feel healthy either. You do need to turn off the spigot of content and be more mindful from time to time.

    tl;dr – we should try new things, but be more choosy about it, and accept that it’s a fool’s errand to try to keep up with it all. There’s also nothing wrong with revisiting old favourites (especially during a stressful time like the pandemic), but we should probably carve out a little more time to do nothing instead of just revisiting old content for the sake of whiling away time.

  • 20 for 20, Part II: Fiction

    Hench, Natalie Zina Walschots (2020)

    “Hench” is a refreshing take on the superhero genre that has proper reverence while also appropriately taking the piss out of it. Toronto-based writer and poet Walschots puts a Millennial gig economy spin on things by following some put-upon contract workers struggling to make it as temps and entry-level professionals hired out to supervillains. At times it’s a bit too twee, and I feel obliged to put a body horror warning out there for the end of the book, but overall I found it really compelling and a lot of fun. There’s a surprising amount of depth and a number of commendable choices, including a number of LGBTQ characters whose sexuality is a routine fact of their lives, not a gimmick.

    I’m not sure I would have enjoyed the book quite as much in print, however. Alex McKenna puts in a bravura audiobook performance. She skillfully handles an eccentric array of characters, heaps of wry dialogue, and a surprising number of more maudlin scenes. I particularly enjoyed Leviathan’s slow, crackly voice.


    Leave the World Behind, Rumaan Alam (2020)

    One of the most hyped books of the summer, in which a bougie white family from NYC is renting an Airbnb in the Hamptons when a slow-rolling disaster unfolds and the owners hurry home. 

    I found it a gripping read and an indictment of the learned helplessness of those of us who aren’t really prepared for things really going wrong, or coping with a sudden dearth of information that a massive disaster would entail. 

    Alam is constantly twisting the dials, turning up the tension and then slowly dialing it back so it doesn’t overwhelm. Marin Ireland also turns in a strong performance as the audiobook narrator. She ably differentiates the six main characters’ voices, and she’s particularly strong at bringing Alam’s sardonic descriptions of bougie Amanda and Clay’s activities and inner monologues to life.


    Providence, Max Barry (2020)

    I don’t re-read books these days, but this one would be one of the first I’d re-visit. There are elements that may be familiar on first blush–an alien bug species, a trigger-happy tactical officer, AI, etc.–but they’re often imparted with a fresh spin, and it all gels together quite well. 

    The worldbuilding really appealed to me. The protagonists are the crew of a warship that is basically a juggernaut with surprisingly limited amenities, and they’re along for the ride largely to create social media content and present a veneer of human control. I really loved the idea presented of AI not being HAL 9000, or Alexa, or dealing with overt issues of sentience and communication like is en vogue these days. Instead, the idea of AI in Providence is that it sufficiently advanced AI will be utterly inscrutable to us. We can’t communicate with the AI and the AI can’t really communicate with us because we’re so different. The humans are supposed to trust the AI, but the lack of trust in its utterly opaque algorithms and actions sometimes undermines things. 


    A Children’s Bible, Lydia Millet (2020)

    A very compelling read that doesn’t overstay its welcome, A Children’s Bible is a sort of a yuppie apocalypse tale explored in terms of intergenerational conflict, climate change, and myth making. Even if some of the apocalypse elements feel de rigueur these days, they’re not really central to the plot–they’re a stage Millet uses to explore the real concepts.

    I have to plead ignorance to the actual bible in a lot of ways, so some of the allegories and allusions were lost on me, but I don’t think belief or deeper familiarity is at all a requirement.

    Superb audiobook narration by Xe Sands.


    The New Wilderness, Diane Cooke (2020)

    Cooke crafts a world in which climate change and strife have led some normal North Americans to flee to a sort of cordoned primitive life in a wilderness reserve. My feelings are slightly soured by the final chapters, which felt kind of wonky to me, but generally, this is a gripping and very well-written read. There’s a lot about motherhood in here that was powerful in a way that I couldn’t quite put my finger on.

    What I liked the most was the way Cook kind of shaded in primate behaviours among the human tribe, usually in a relatively subtle fashion. It added a sort of depth to people’s actions, because they were following sort of base instincts and innate social conventions, not just people making decisions.


    Emergency Skin, N.K. Jemisin (2019) *short story

    N.K. Jemisin’s entry in Amazon’s “Forward” short story collection is a very cheeky, subversive that plays around with a few expectations of how these stories usually go. I interpreted “Emergency Skin” as a fun and well-earned “go to hell” rebuke of the Silicon Valley libertarian techbro/Elon Musk/1% mindset of ‘Earth is already doomed, we’ll make a new world in our own image’. A refreshing palette cleanser.


    Radicalized, Cory Doctorow (2019)

    This Canada Reads-nominated quartet of short stories is incisive and very well done, with “Unauthorized Bread”, which deals with DRM, right-to-repair, etc., being perhaps the most perceptive and high concept.  


    Infinite Detail, Tim Maughan (2019)

    Cyberterrorism has irrevocably broken the internet and left devastation in its wake. “Infinite Detail” is a near-future novel that feels increasingly prescient given the increasing scrutiny of Big Tech and how COVID-19 has exposed the frailty and vulnerability of international supply chains.

    I appreciated how Maughan paints an ever so slightly advanced, eminently believable landscape of future tech, and the book doesn’t overstay its welcome. Really solid work.


    Recursion, Blake Crouch (2019)

    While they’re completely unrelated stories, I can’t review this novel without drawing a lot of parallels to “Dark Matter”, which I loved. In both cases, Crouch explores ‘roads not taken’ from the perspective of an underachieving middle-aged everyman, and he humanizes lofty sci-fi concepts like time travel and alternate dimensions by tying them deeply to the brain and the human experience.

    Fans of “Dark Matter” will find a book that’s not dissimilar. While I didn’t enjoy “Recursion” quite as much, it’s a fun read, especially when it really picks up steam in the last act, and I found Crouch’s characterization of time travel and carefully tamed technobabble was refreshing. Helena’s perspective really bolsters the book and perhaps gives it a better balance than “Dark Matter”. I think Crouch really demonstrates growth as an author in comparison to the Wayward Pines books—he’s now handling similar themes and emotions both more efficiently and with more nuance.


    The River, Peter Heller (2019)

    The writing style will not be for everyone, but I found The River to be engaging and, at times, urgent or gripping, culminating in a gut punch of an ending. 

    ‘Wilderness adventure turned survival story’ is a genre that comes with tropes, but I liked how the story didn’t leap immediately into them: Wynn and Jack are young but experienced outdoorsmen and are equipped for just about anything (or so it seems). I also enjoyed the characterization, with, Wynn and Jack seeming in sync and sort of interchangeable in the beginning, growing much more distinct and nuanced as the book progresses.

  • 20 for 20, Part I: Non-fiction

    Why Fish Don’t Exist, Lulu Miller (2020)
    A satisfying, brisk read that–in audiobook form–feels like a jumbo-sized Invisibilia or Radiolab episode in all the right ways. The story includes a few jarring and well-earned twists, and true to her science reporting pedigree, Miller turns the braided biographies of David Starr Jordan and herself into some questions about order the meaning of life, albeit in a very accessible way.

    Lurking: How a Person Became a User, Joanne McNeil (2020)
    An approachable and personable sort of biography and anthropological history of internet culture. This book isn’t about VC’s and founder hagiographies, but of the successive generations of internet communities and cultures and the “concerns of people online: searching, safety, privacy, identity, community, anonymity, and visibility.” 

    A Libertarian Walks into a Bear, Matthew Hongoltz-Hetling (2020)
    A small town reporter on a routine story falls into the tale of a New Hampshire town and how groups of Libertarians took it over and ruined it through their ineptitude and ideology, including wildlife and garbage disposal practices that invited…bears.

    The Jakarta Method, Vincent Bevins (2020)
    A compelling and well-researched book that taught me a lot. When many of us think of Cold War crimes and US-sponsored coups, we think of South America, but Bevins shows how the template and practices were horrifyingly created to overthrow Indonesia’s Marxist-friendly government, then implemented in Argentina and beyond.

    Billion Dollar Loser, Reeves Wiedeman (2020)
    A delicious hateread covering WeWork, Adam Neumann, and all the despicable behaviour and schadenfreude associated with an overgrown pretend tech company, a founder with a messiah complex, and of course, Gwyneth Paltrow’s cousin. 

    One thing Wiedeman does a good job of touching upon that’s often missing from even critical tech company/modern business reads is pointing out the inherent flaws in the system and the hype cycle. On a number of occasions, Wiedeman points to WeWork’s more traditional, stable, and mature competitors–actual businesses–that were perceived completely differently due to branding and the ‘great man’ founder mythos. The book also does a good job of showing how VC companies or tech companies aren’t actually necessarily deserving of the stations they rise to–they have the benefit of being able to burn millions or billions of dollars to undercut competitors and subsidize operations.

    Super Pumped, Mike Isaac (2019)
    NYT’s Mike Isaac has corralled an impressive stable of sources to provide a very intimate, ‘in the room’ biography of Uber, largely following the exploits of the infamous Travis Kalanick. Isaac is honest and often enjoyably sardonic. In this tale, many of the venture capitalists that looked like bozos in “Billion Dollar Losers” are instead the adults in the room who take it upon themselves to dump Uber’s out-of-control founder (for what may or may not be the right reasons).

    Furious Hours, Casey Cep (2019)
    Cep dives into Harper Lee’s investigation of a series of insurance fraud murders, showing her to be an intriguing person and shrewd investigator, not just an elusive one-hit-wonder recluse. If you’re interested in kicking the tires first, check out Criminal episode 127, “The Reverend”.

    Boom Town, Sam Anderson (2018)
    I have absolutely no connection to Oklahoma City, and I’m not a basketball fan so I know only the broad strokes of the Thunder’s history. And yet, I enjoyed the heck out of this. 

    It’s a unique take on chronicling a city through some widely varying narratives. The city is so strange (ex. founded on stolen Indigenous land by firing a gun into the air and letting people literally rush in to stake their claims all at once), kind of a deeply weird character unto itself, and the cast of actual characters is well-chosen and vivid. 

    Rising Out of Hatred, Eli Saslow (2018)
    A bright young boy is raised in a white supremacist household, goes to a small liberal arts college, and struggles as people try to reel him back from the abyss. Saslow’s book is a brisk read that’s incredibly well researched, with hours of interviews and dialogue pulled straight from voluminous chat transcripts. It gives a book an intimate and authentic feel.

    The Lost City of the Monkey God, Douglas Preston (2017)
    A really enjoyable, approachable nonfiction adventure novel that deftly incorporates history. After what seems like the climax of the book, there’s a real-life plot twist of sorts, sending it on a somewhat different path to its conclusion. 

  • The Kindler, Gentler Web?

    In the midst of configuring their new desktop, my parents decided we should embark on that most perilous of quests: sifting through the e-waste and detritus that tends to sneakily accrue when you’ve used the same computer desk since the 386 era.

    Amidst the usual outdated instruction manuals, deprecated cable connectors, irrelevant media formats, and laughably small antique thumb drives, there were a few retro gems. Foremost among them was the setup and welcome packet from Bell’s Sympatico dialup service, its 1990’s provenance betrayed by its swooshy Screen Bean aesthetics and a shouty “THIS IS A COMPUTER PRODUCT” jumble of typefaces scattered throughout it.

    The front cover of the Sympatico user manual/CD jacket.

    As you might expect, this artifact from four desktops and four regional Bell corporate rebrandings ago offered nostalgia and some laughs. What I didn’t anticipate was how earnest and, in retrospect, naïve it was. Many of the basic selling points employed by our ISP’s haven’t changed–connect to family and friends, find entertainment, stay informed, etc.–but it feels like the way we talk about the internet has.

    Description of the Sympatico dialup service.

    “The global electronic community known as the Internet is not owned or controlled by a single company. It is a collaboration between companies, communities and countries…”

    In today’s world of internet giants, pervasive tracking, and the balkanization created by geoblocking, filtering, and expansive subscription services, that declarative statement feels almost subversive to me. I’m sure part of it is just positioning or explanation meant to differentiate a true dialup service from what AOL was at the time, but it’s also a validation of what the internet was supposed to be. Even things like describing the community as “warm, friendly and comfortable” feels a little out of place. Today’s social networks talk about connection and position themselves as the centre of the discourse, but it’s rarer for them to truly advertise or touch upon basic friendliness.

    The old Sympatico homepage with labels.

    “We think you (meaning kids) need a place where you can go to talk about your concerns” 

    The “Kids do Care” section also stood out to me. Obviously, there were abundant perils for children on the internet then, and there certainly are now. However, today, we praise kids for being technological savants while decrying them for ‘being glued to their devices’. As we fret about cyberbullying, sexting, overexposure, etc., there’s a bit more of a concern for what kids are doing and what is influencing them rather than what they actually feel. It seems odd to imagine a presumably heartless telecom saying “We think you (meaning kids) need a place where you can go to talk about your concerns” as one of the first things you’ll see when your modem stops screeching.

    In many respects, the internet is more of a public square and more of a utility than ever–the United Nations’ Human Rights Council considers it to be a basic human right. However, perhaps the pervasiveness and (relative) seamlessness of internet access in much of Canada means that we don’t put thought into what it’s actually made of and what we should be doing on the internet as individual actors.